Friday, February 20, 2009, 6:58 PM
well i was woken up today at 8am..
went wif my dad to send my grandma to the polyclinic.
my cousin came along too.
we waited like an hr coz apparently we had to register.
even if we already had a letter from TTSH.
and even if it was only to take out some stitches.
got to the counter.
and guess what?
we had to wait somemore outside the room.
another 45 mins or so.
we got in.
the nurse took off the dressing.
and she told us that we actually didn't have to come in to take out the stitches.
THEY FALL OUT BY THEMSELVES!
wtf lah...
apparently they're dissolvable threads.
doctors dont use the regular metallic thread normally used for stitches on spine surgeries.
fucking TTSH docs.
I hate TTSH for their ineptness.
I hate Polyclinic for the inefficiency in service.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 10:15 PM
well I guess she cooled down alot.
Coz when I got home she wasnt yelling at me anymore..
anyway thanks everyone for the wonderful day and for wishing me hapy birthday! :D
Thanks Saiful, Izza, Galvin, Krystl and Ghazali for the funny funny day..
thanks especially to Izza for cheering me up and getting my mind off things..
and Galvin.. I'm sorry I smashed your gift in your face :D
Saiful, sorry abt what Galvin put you through. I was kinda embarrassed too :)
Ghazali thanks for rushing all the way down on Galvin's orders hahahaha!
Krystl, thanks for letting me be the only person other than you to touch/ use your beloved camera, Ben. Oh wait. Saiful used it too! well at least it was after me :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Note to self:
Go register for licenses A.S.A.P
Monday, February 16, 2009, 10:46 PM
well i was gonna blog about how happy and in a gd mood i was today..
till i came home
she accuses me of everything..
barges into my room screaming nonsense
goes through my stuff when im out
she ruins everything
its funny how she can ruin a whole day of gd mood and happiness with just a few words
you people out there dun even know how depressed i actually am
i've thoguht of suicide MANY times.
all of them thanks to her.
being 18 gives different meaning to me right now
normally i wud say its the age where i can finally drive myself
now i'd say its the age where i can run away from home and they cant send me to court for it.
or report me.
or even better yet.
for me to commit suicide and for nobody to be able to do anything.
am i such a bad person?
that when i say something.
nobody believes me?
especially my own mother?
as much as i have never believed shes my actual mother
at this point.
if she says i was adopted or my fathers scandalous daughter from an affair
or better yet.
that she found me in a dumpster or by the roadside
i honestly honestly wouldnt be surprised
AT ALL
yay.. happy 18th birthday to me..
have another horrible year, self.
Saturday, February 14, 2009, 9:39 PM
well.. it's valentines day...
annnd i'm sitting at home..
again.
I think.. year after year.
I'm destined to just sit at home and watch romantic movies.
ALONE.
plans today went down the drain.
does'nt matter I guess
since I went to look after my grandmother anyway
well I'm turning 18 in 3 days..
I'm starting to feel abit scared..
I mean I'm going to be a legal adult!
then again.. I can finally drive :D
hahaha..
that pretty much trumps everything else.
hopefully I get to go out and celebrate with my friends and family..
no party though..
the last time I threw a birthday party it was pretty much a disaster.. hahaha
soo.. i guess just going out for a movie and dinner is fine i guess..
I'm a simple person anyway
so here it is people..
My birthday is on 17 Feb!! Don't forget!!
My current Wishlist:
DSLR camera (1st or 2nd hand. doesnt matter)
new handphone
soccer gloves/boots/jerseys
bags
clothes
SHOES
A New BoyFriend :D
well the camera and handphone can be given by a whole bunch of people..
although I'm nt getting my hopes up tt high..
well Happy Valentines Day to everyone out there..
both singles and couples!
enjoy the rest of your weekend people :D:D:D
Friday, February 13, 2009, 3:31 PM
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my article- The Fastest Front Paintball Player in Asia has been published!
and my profile is also up!
don't forget to join sporton.com.sg as a member!!
Dun worry. it's totally free!
and if you wanna be our 100% Sport On! Ambassador,
you shud sign up too!
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I realise how much the above sounds like a commercial lol..
anyway I'm relly psyched coz they're finally published!!!
wooooooooooooo
this is so cool..
SO GO CHECK IT OUT!!!
1:46 AM
well Feb 12 was a fun day... started off kinda boring..
but the people made it the awesomest day ever..
thanks to Saiful, Syed, Adam, Assari (sorry dude i duno how to spell ur name!)
but most of all.. thanks to Galvin!!
he gave me a rose (a folded one but gt Saiful to get us the real ones too) and cookies..
- there ya go Gal... your special tribute hahaha
anyway some private stuff happen..
had the best conversation wif him..
gt his number..
gt a V-day plan...
yippee..
sorry Izz :)
kasi chance ye?
Monday, February 9, 2009, 9:45 AM
wow...
sooo long never update hehehehe...
well I'm really busy nowadays..
going to events and the hospital lol..
my grandmother was admitted to the hospital 2 weeks ago..
she had fallen.
and she had fever and stuff..
x-rays of her hip and legs showed nothing
and the doctors couldnt find what out what went wrong..
so they did a full CT scan..
they found cracks in her lower spine..
which kinda explain why she coudnt move alot..
and explains the extremely strong painkillers given to her.
a couple of days ago, she stopped urinating and shitting on her own..
she underwent surgery late saturday night..
today she has a physical therapy session..
hey wats the diff between physiotherapy and physical therapy?
annnyway... lately I've been sitting by her bed from morning to night
so kinda explains why I'm always not around for you guys..
heeeee sorry :)