it's been a realllllly boring weekend...
What can I say.. I have a boring life..

anyways.. lately i've been thinking about life alot..
you know, like. love.. your future.. your past.. not much bout the present..
seeing that person everyday makes me melancholy but kind of happy at the same time..

sad that what I want to happen will probably never happen..
yet happy that he's a friend...
which is probably more than what most people get from their crushes..
and I am grateful for that..

which is why I chose not to ever let him know of my feelings..
and even if he somehow finds out through tt little biatch.
or anyone else relly.. I would say it's just rumour..

which makes me think about keegan..
Keegan if you're reading this, or anybody who will probably tell him..
I'm sorry for breaking your heart..
for everything I said or did that broke your heart, made you angry or sad

I now realise the pain of unrequited love..
oh the irony of it all..