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Sunday, October 26, 2008, 10:09 PM

I had an epiphany earlier while folding the laundry..

I realized that I don't look people in the eyes for too long when I talk or them or when they talk to me..

I think it's because people often say I make them nervous when I look them in the eyes for too long..

They say I don't seem to blink

Is that weird?

I know I don't really blink much..

Oh whatever..

went out with Hakim today...

just because we were both fucking bored..

today he borrowed books for the first time in over a year hahahahaha....

oh crap.. watching this movie titled Pulau Hantu on OkTo Channel on cable..

it's a singapore production about stories on NS-men..

SCARY!!!!

Anyway.. too bad Fi's sick today..

Instead could have met him today..

Instead of Hakim.. hahaha

I'm not complaining dude!! we had fun seriously..

Anyway Hakim is coming wif me to soccer at cage on Tuesday..

He has officially dropped out of JC..

So has Affiq..

But Hakim tells me that Affiq actually went to Poly for like 2 days and dropped out..

FYI, Affiq gt a transfer from IJC to SP..

THEN he dropped out..

Hakim just dropped out of YJC..

Maybe during my hols YOU can give me job lubangs :D:D

Friday, October 24, 2008, 9:54 PM

ok... to update..

Tini introdce this friend of hers to me.. Firozi.. he seems sweet and cute hahaha..
currently talking to him.. and we might meet up tmr for breakfast wif Tini also..

Also... I went for the Adventure Learning thingie again yesterday.. but i didnt climb out.. lazy hahaha..
so i just sat ard.. took pictures.. talked ot people.. give them tips hahaha...
Valerie... so freaking fierce was shouting and knocking knees up there in the tower.. she was freaking scared and yati climbed out wif her had to coax her through it.. it was a funny sight..

ooohhh and we're going for camp U'n'I!!!
it's gonna be fun.. I hope me Tini Yati and Krystl get to be in the same group.. otherwise nt fun seh..
we're gonna bring our halloween costumes along coz after the camp we're going to the party.. hahaha
was in CWP wif Tini looking for ideas and buying some stuff when we bumped into Daniel at da bluez.. we were buying nail polish hahaha...

anyways... alamak like lazy wan to update properly can..
oh well i'll end here heees....

oh btw.. SHE wore FISHNET STOCKINGS! like some freaking slut siah...

Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 8:26 PM

i went to watch The House Bunny with Liyana today..

like FINALLY...

we waited like dunno how long just to watch that movie together..

hakim was supposed to join us. but he had sch.. oh well

lepaked at library while waiting for Liyana..

then went to Starbucks before going to buy tix for movies..

i loveee the chocolatey muffin... and the steamed milk.. i love hot milk.. hahaa

anyway.. looking forward to the weekends and monday for soccer at cage weeee!!

oh yea..

Agenda: to tell the 'rents about the Camp u'N'i next week

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 6:29 PM

it's been a realllllly boring weekend...
What can I say.. I have a boring life..

anyways.. lately i've been thinking about life alot..
you know, like. love.. your future.. your past.. not much bout the present..
seeing that person everyday makes me melancholy but kind of happy at the same time..

sad that what I want to happen will probably never happen..
yet happy that he's a friend...
which is probably more than what most people get from their crushes..
and I am grateful for that..

which is why I chose not to ever let him know of my feelings..
and even if he somehow finds out through tt little biatch.
or anyone else relly.. I would say it's just rumour..

which makes me think about keegan..
Keegan if you're reading this, or anybody who will probably tell him..
I'm sorry for breaking your heart..
for everything I said or did that broke your heart, made you angry or sad

I now realise the pain of unrequited love..
oh the irony of it all..

Saturday, October 11, 2008, 10:39 PM

oh.. thursday night go jln raya with AI peeps...

Ripped out from Liyana's/Babes blog with edits (in black):

1.Diyanah's house!(I didn't go)

All the way in Marine Parade, right beside the beach.

We were supposed to meet at Bedok Interchange at 9.30am,
but we only met up at 11am there.
LOL.
And on the way to Di's house,
somehow we got lost in another condo area.
LOL again.
Lucky it was right beside Di's area.
Like righhhhttt beside.Had seafood spaghetti!Then, we chug-chugged to

2. Dian's house!(again, I didn't go)
Bedok.

The guys were captivated by the PCD DVD
that was playing when we arrived,
and rewinded the tape 3 times
to watch Jessie shake her bootay like THIS fast.
Tsk tsk. LOL.
Funneh sia.
First time we've ever seen their eyes all wide and GLUED to a spot

And there was this addictive banana keropok.BANANA!

Dian!mac and cheese next time please!Next, it was

3. Evia's house!(yes darling, I didn't go here too)
In Khatib; finally!

We chilled out there for a while.
It had been raining, and the ground was splotchy,
a total difference to the area in the East.
Then, Yani, Syafz, Shirin, Sue, Dewi and Ain joined.Oh!

Then,we had huge slices of baguettes and mutton keema!

so deli-o-YUMMY!
=.='So then, it was

4. Hafiz's house!
Khatib area, too.

Met up with Izza and Shah there.
When we reached Hafiz's floor,
all of us were like WHOAAAA!
Hafiz is rich, mann!
Cos it seemed like he had the whole corridor for his house;
like he bought two housing units...
Cos there was a fence there protecting two units territories.

But no, apparently, it was shared with his neighbour.But cool kan!

We had western food there! fries and nuggets OH!and caramel popcorn! (I didn't know there was caramel popcorn!!!)

POP POP popplePOP!
Anyways, he had this cool sword in his living room.Droooooool.

5. Myra's house
was next. Yishun!

It was Maghrib by then, so the guys and Di went to solat jemaah.

It seemed FUN!solat-ing together!weee:D

miss RED just had to get in the way! (saper seh?? EJAJA eh???)

Managed to sneak a few pictures in myra's room.

Laksaaaaa was served!

Wah, super full by then.
Grabbed a few bites of laksa, with the chilli.
The chilli; waaaah power!
On the way to

6. Harrith's house,
His house was right beside AI.

Super cool kan!

There's no reason for him skipping school!haha!

We had pieces and bites of nuggets and fries!

In split seconds, all the food was gone!plate was as clean as clear!

CLEAN AND CLEAR!haha!
We sat for a short while, as adib said, "Ni makan dah habis, baik kita jalan, tak payah dudok lama2!"

so we really did make a move!
We still had the Admiralty/Woodlands houses to go to.

7. Faiezah's house.
Near Admiralty Station.

So anyways, we chilled out there for a while, then MACARONI!

It looked delish, but...
Again, super full.

Anyway those sitting at the dining table, me, liyana, izzati, harrith, hakim, shafiq, adib and hafiz plus some menyibuk people...

were just sitting around drinking and some of them helped themselves to the food,

talking about my personal problems.. and about random relationship stuffs..

Thanks guys for trying to help.. it was sweet of all of you :))
Later, we had to leave.
and took lots of (in my case, one or two) group pics, and then...

We separated with izza and liyana, they had to go home! till we meet again babes!

OTW to Shirin's house, I was walking alone between the babes group and the boys and Myra's group who were behind me,

Hafiz stopped walking with the Babes and the guys in front of me and hung back wif me and tried to cheer me up.

even though he didn't know what was wrong.

He said (and this is the wisest thing I've heard from him)

"Sometimes in life, you have to smile through the pain"

which i totally agree.. but i can't seem to do it well enough to not make people around me worry and realise that I was down.. or some people say I'm slightly depressed...

8. Shirin's house.

Woodlands.

Thankfully, there wasnt any food! Ice-cream soda was served but was partially ignored by most of us. As we were all cuddling together on the floor, attention drew to the tv, watching wujud 2!

It was a thursday night and it was already 11pm!

Shrieks and screams filled the air.

Pillows were flying everywhere. Then, were hugged like teddy bears.

Everyone was like, "shit!nanty aku balek rumah sorang sey!"

Responses like, "beh,dengar2 aku balek dua orang pe!" was heard.
The guys kept going "look out for the arrow!!"
We all knew the hantu was appearing as soon as the arrows came out, so they were also like "omg! arrow! seram nyer.... *sarcasm*"
Padahal dorg pun seram *rolls eyes*

It was so funny looking at how each and every one of us reacted while trying to fight with our own fear!

Huh.Well, that's all.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 11:06 PM

hahaha sori... forgot to update ytd..

anyway... ytd we ponned class after the UT... me, tini, yang han, sarah and liyin..

they wanted to go karaoke.. but me and tini dun wan.. so sian.. sit there and sing for hours on end..

we wanted to watch house bunny but there was 2 problems..

1) we weren't 18..

2) jurong entertainment didnt have the movie >.>

soooo... we watched MAMMA MIA! coz it's fun AND... we can sing!!! hahha 2 in 1 kan!

so fun lah.. love the movie!!

before the movie, we had an hr to kill, so we played arcade.. skali we saw neoprint stations!!!

hahaha we took neoprints... fun siah...

then when we went in to watch the movie, we both wanted to go to the toilet.. so i told tini to go first, when she came back she had something in her hand but I didnt ask what since i really had to go.. so after the movie she told me.. It was the poster on the toilet door!!! (it was a relly nice poster ok!) so i told her i wanted one too.. so we went to the toilet again.. and i took it down!! then i said to Tini hey wanna go get the guys one? hahaha and she said tt i was crazy, but y not?

and we did.. we took both.. i even went in to check if there was another one inside like there was in the girls toilet...

anyway... after that we played sumore arcade.. fun siah.. played Bishi Basha (Tini's favourtie game) hahaha... then we went home..

I think we really bonded ya know? but it was relly fun... this is the very very very abbreviated version of everything that happened ytd but wat the heck.. hahahah...

anyway.. cheers!!!

Monday, October 6, 2008, 12:02 AM

I'm thinking/planning what bike to get... I had my heart set on a dirtbike..

specifically a 2006 Kawasaki KLX 125L...

until... I saw this bike..

2007 Kawasaki Ninja 250R... ooohhhh RRRREEEEDDDD......

cool aint it???

I'm now confused... the prices between both are about the same.. soooo..

Iunno.... LOL...

Ideas/Advice? Anyone...???

Saturday, October 4, 2008, 11:49 PM

weird conversation today at Wak Jah's house..
I went to the dentist this morning fyi... it was pure torture..

Wak Jah: Asal senyap nyer? Tak nak makan?

Dad: Dier sakit gigi. Dentist buat aper entah dengan mulut dier. Tgh tak boleh kunyah.
(at the same time)
Abang: B, pi ambik something lah. Makan yang lembut2 jerh.

Wak Jah: Wahh.. untung jadi Baby, Bapak sayang.. Abang sayang.. Dah anak perempuan sulung katerkan (laughs)

Kak Jaja & Ain: Habis lah.. ni kalau ader BF mesti kene grill habis2 punya..

Me: BF? BF aper... baru kawan jerh dah kene grill...

Kak Jaja & Ain: Serious? teruknya?? (laughs)

it was all in a joking manner but wat i said was true anyway hahahaha...

Friday, October 3, 2008, 11:02 PM

today fun sia...

Me, Faten, Tini, Rahman, Hafiz and Mahathir all wore baju melayu...
The boys wore green as did Tini (although I would say it was white, not green), Faten wore a red kebaya nyonya top wif jeans.. I wore a red baju kurung..

Then during 2nd break we went to Tini's house.. she just couldn't live without her hp hahaa...
Hafiz went for sembahyang jumaat.. rahman and Mahathir wanted to come also..
they took motorcycle(rahman's).. and us girls took a cab!! Me and Tini were talking2.. all the while we all made conversation and friends with the driver (some auntie lah) took her number for later in case we wanted her to drive us back to school..

anyway.. today was Mahathir's first time riding a motorcycle hahah.. Mahathir actually was joking saying tt he tumpang with Rahman, skali Rahman said OK then he was like SERIOUS?! YES AHH!! hahahaha... so funny lah his face.. super duper freaking happy...

reach Tini's house, the boys haven't reach yet.. so we sat ard and drink and talk lah.. skali we heard a bike.. and we were like "it must be them uh" so we stood outside and looked down (we were on the 2nd floor) and shout uh "Up here!!" and they looked up.. Mahathir looked super duper freaking happy uh.. so i shouted.. "Best Mahathir?" and he was like "BEST!!!!" hahaha... he was still kinda full of energy and didnt really walk in a straight line hahaha..

then when they got up, Mahathir was telling us that he actually shouted crazily when Rahman took a corner hahaha... he said the speeding and stuff was damn shiok...
on the way back ... i told Mahathir to switch with Sakinah, seeing as how she was a motorcycle virgin hahaha... just like he was! lol.. and she was relly super duper gabra and scared but she rode it anyway.. and on the highway us in the taxi saw them uh.. asked the driver to go behind them and honk until they turn to look at us.. after like the 3rd horn, Rahman turned uh.. at first his expression was angry, then he saw us waving from inside the cab he smiled and laughed..

anyway today was really fun, filled with laughter and merriment!! hahaha.. and Monday we're gonna go jln raya together! sort of.. going my house first, then hafiz then faten... near2 only.. the rest another time uh.. hahaha ok lah.. ngantuk mati di sini.. shall continue another time :DDD

Sunday, October 26, 2008