right so ytd reach home late.. coz went to eat dinner with keegan, wesley, yan jing, grace and fiducia at BOTAK JONES.... yes.. the one at woodgove there.. we walked from school lah!! before tt we went to play xbox at sch lib!! woooo.... went siao... crash cars and stuff..
right so heres the photos....



this is wesley.. taken while walking.. he look super emo lah...



this is our table after eating... messy right???



this was wat me and keegan ordered (we shared) it was alot ok?? its called Whoopass Chilli Con Carne.. keegan tried to find every excuse to keep saying tt... we pronounce dit as Whoopass Chilli "KONG KANG"... funny siah.. when he asked the guy hu delivered ti to our table whether it was whoopass chilli con carne the guy laughed sia... after tt everytime he walk past our table he will look at me smile and snicker.. i just grinned at him lol...



this is the disgusting thign i played with it after i couldnt eat anymore... i added loads of mustard to my bowl and mixed it... then i dumped a bit into the main bowl to show the colour diff.. can you see it??



a not rdy camwhoring session lol... keegan wif funny look on his face there... XD



this is a bit better but fiducia was totally blurred coz she moved..



this is wayy better... although keegan is doing some stupid ballerina pose shit there at the back... lol





right so today we had the amazing race thingy.. damn tiring sia... started at dhoby ghaut at the cathay open plaza there... then our first checkpoint was botanic gardens.... the challenge was to find these 3 particular plants and sketch the leaves... and we only had 6 MINUTES!!! wtf... so we split up... kah wan and shuan found one while yan jing found the other two...

then on to checkpoint two... FORT CANNING PARK.. highest point sumore.. sooooo many stairs urgh...
reach station... sklai the guy say no nid to do the activity... coz he sian wan to jaga everyone alredy.. plus it started raining.. so he stamped our passbook and we went on our merry way...

next was at merlion park... challenge was to do the wheelbarrow thingy and blow a ballon till it bursts... yan jing and shuan did it.. me and kah wan were cheering them on while covering our ears hahaha...

checkpoint 4 was at tampines... under some block.. had to find it... we stopped at mcdonalds for some lunch on the go... did the activity at checkpoint 3 under a minute XD hahaha....

then we went on to pasir ris interchange!!! had to do a song/dance/rap about NTUC... wtf... luckily w came up wif one onthe way there... sooo we performed it to this one girl who was so nice to help us wif the challenge!! passed and went on again....

went ahead to checkpoint 6.. FINAL CHECKPOINT.... rushed to pasir ris park at the Elias Road side there... reach everyone went off and started running till a group of girls from across shouted and told us "STOP RUNNING!!! CHECKPOINT CLOSED ALREADY!!" everybody stopped and started cursing... coz it was alredy 3pm.. we started at 10am... hence the 5 hrs time limit was up...

went back to downtown east for the prize giving, lucky draw and the goodie bags...
and no.. we didnt win people...
the goodie bags were ok lah....



tts sheikh haikel on the stage...



tts yan jing listening to my ipod and not listening to sheikh haikel...

then we went to tampines mall to eat at pastamania... i ordered mango italian soda and 7 inch margherita pizza... ate it.. and also about 1/4 of kah wan's baked rice since she couldn't finish it...
ate it all under 30 mins!!! then dad call say he reach already.. he wait for me outside mcdonald.. so i went down.. AND HE WASNT THERE.... tried calling him like 10 times cannot get thru.. borrowed this person's phone for a while and tried calling him again... still cannot get... so i waited then dad call ask me where am i... then i ask him back where he is... he said he at WHITE SANDS... i wa slike WHAT?? I SAID TAMPINES MALL!!!... people.. i ask u guys uh... tampines mall is CLEARLY at TAMPINES right??... i wa so pissed lah... sumore i pulled a muscle in my thigh... and freaking tired and sleepy alredy.. then dad asked me take train to pasir ris... and he'll wait for me there...

gahhh... so tired now... i think i shall sleep... this is a VERY long post hahaha

PHOTOS!!! SOME ANYWAY....



MY SCIENCE FACI!! so cute right?? in her bright orange Paddington-esque jacket



This is Raudaaah with her beloved balloon sculptures!! hahahaha I love you Raudaaah!!!lol



Me and Grace my bestest friend in class W15E other than Raudah, WeiJing, possibly Keegan and others.. lol..



This was taken after last friday's training session at Yishun Safra's bouldering gym.. Me, haziqah, Sharina, Tahira, N and Ifa



this is Haziqah.. my new favourite climb partner (other than Kah Wan) nth better to do but sit on a HUUUUGE tile on the wall hahaha...

omg... i havent update in a long time... and all the funny2 stuff i wan to upload also i forget seh...
oh well.. anyway heres one..

alot of people know i have boyfriend alredy.. aka Samuel Arthur Morris....
but i've been unconsciously getting closer to this one guy.. no i wont say his name here.. i feel guilty... but nt guilty at the same time... i dunno.. i mean i kinda like him and he kinda likes me... but he knows i hav a bf... then i relly do love sam... oh btw.. did i say tt he called me last week?? oh wait yea i did... i just checked back previous entries..

well anyway 2 days ago, me yanjing keegan and the science faci tok kwee lee.. haha went to lib to lepaks... gt home ard 8 or so.. chill out.. till ard 12 after toking to hakim on the phone and stuff.. i checked my phone.. AND THERE IT WAS!!! a msg from sam!! he msg me ard 6pm.. he said "hey princess!!! :D text me back.. i gt like 20 mins before its lights out"
then u imagine.. i only saw the msg like 4HRS LATER!!! urggh... i felt so guilty lah... then i just msged him back but it was too late.. i think he offed his phone... :'(

anyway... back to this guy... well he even offered to send and teman me to clinic ytd AND send me home on his bike.. then i was like uh.. no thx lah... mcm not appropriate...

then ytd i balik early.. i say in sch only 1 hr hahah... canot tahan lah.. my head hurts.. then cannot concentrate in class.. then xian wen (team leader) told me to go home then the faci was like walking ard then he told her tt i nid to go home then she was like "huh? y? are you ok shah?" then i said uh oh i sick lah..then i sit here also nth going in my brain then she say i think u better go see doc u look relly sick... then i was like ok... packed up then went off...

reach home hrs later and realised i left my laptop battery charger in class... how stupid is tt hahaha... asked keegan to keep for me... then i ate med and slept all the way till night then woke up wash my face, eat then eat med again and slept till tis morning lol....

woke up around noon today.. ytd's climbing session at yishun safra was fun tho hhehe...
anyway sam called me today!!! yays!! hahaha anyway we talked about stuffs... then he had to go... mati2 won't go without a kiss lol... awwwhh

well i made more frens ytd.. N, Ifa, Darren, Syam, Hidayat, Isa, Tahira, Sharina, Haziqah and tt one more guy... i forgot his name lol... went for dinner after getting out of the bouldering gym... chatted wif zul... he's kinda cute lol... funny also.. me and Rina were saying bye to Isa and Zul terasa!!! hahaha so funny siah..

well anyway Rockclimbing IG has been banned from the sch Sports Hall which has our indoor rockwall!!! because some idiot was caught wearing slippers inside the sports complex.. then now next week's training is either physical training or we climb outside.. hahaha

well i dunno wat else to add on to here.. just tt i still miss sam but its more manageable now tt i know he will call me every week :D:D:D

hey y'all... surprised alot of people by cuming to school today...
actualy reason was not because I wanted to surprise my classmates but because i realised at 1am that I'm supposed to return to school today since my MC ended ytd... lol...

anyway... MAN UTD WON!!!! tt was one heart attack inducing match man... hahaha
anyway i slept for like 2 hrs only... and now freaking tired.. plus gt bad stomachache... feel hungry but dun feel like eating lol...

anyway... I'm relly missing sam here.. :(

official day 4 of HFMD:

okie.. so tonight was the officially last night i talk to sam online...
and there was this creepy guy... called me baby face *puke face* yucks.. anyway...
later at 1am singapore time i will be waking up sam which will be 5am new zealand time... he ask me to wake him up hahah...
anyway...
YOU WILL BE MISSED SAM!!!!

well we'll be sms-ing each other constantly anyway...

anyways again, only one word will describe my absence from school, a.k.a my HFMD status...
SIAN!!!!
its just so freaking boring.. hopefully tomorrow i will go out.. then either tuesday or wed i will go AMK hub... to submit the registration form for the race.. and by SUBWAY!!! weee i love the sandwiches there... and the cookies are so yum!

well until here. bye then!

well ytd night was officially the last night i chat wif Samuel Arthur Morris aka Sam on msn or webcam wif him... hahaha cheyy... full name seh... sajer jerh :D
anyway hes leaving on monday to the air force base camp to begin his training... the basic one for 3 months.. .just like our NS lah... BMt for first 3 months.. holiday abit.. then continue further training... his plan is to stay in air force for abt 6 yrs!!!

mata-hir ku!!!! hahaha now i soudn like suaidah sia...
well anyway peeps.. i kena HFMD!! (hand foot mouth disease) dun ask me how i get.. no idea.. nobody i know have it.. nt even my 5 yr old nephew.. sheesh... so freaking suay... missed 3 rockclimbign sessions, kayaking briefing and payment day, 2 UT's (tts exam to u non-RP folks) and loads of fun filled days crapping in class!!!!! n i missed cognitive processes day... i miss the faci.. shes so niice.... hahaha
anyway... well.. i just downloaded iMesh... and am now downloading songs to put inside my ipod... if anybody gt any suggestions please tell me the title of song and by whom.. please and thank you =D

well today was an eventful day...
went to somerset to pick up my ipod nano from singtel.. even went up to the offices when the person didnt pick up my calls... hahaha

well in class today... i suspected myself of having hand foot and mouth disease... so do my classmate.. its oh so painful... can barely eat my rice earlier... had to drink lots of water..
then wanted to go doctor to find out wat the heck is going on BUT... was too late... it was closing anyway...
so. im nt goign sch tmr even tho i relly do want to... COGNITIVE PROCESSES!! i love the module... so freaking fun... and tmr hav Computing and Mathematics UT.. oh wells..
i feel so tired... even though i dun do much... dunno wat i'll do if i relly hav HFMD man...

on Tuesday:
hahaha i fell down at W3 foodcourt... scrap my elbow pretty badly.. and theres a knot in my right arm muscle the size of half my fist..
my physio ( my daddy) massaged it last night till most of it dissapeared and i cried hahaha... both in pain and relief..
went home at 9.40 after meeting up wif azhari and akim and taking them on a "tour" ard the sch.. ending up at the lib cafe lol...
went home.. n went back out again to airport to pick up my brother from taiwan... i tot his flight at 11pm reach singapore or sumthing skali 1am reach singapore! thanks to my kanciong

i skipped sch ytd =) hehehe... just didnt wanna wake up hahaha... turns out ytd lesson was super easy and fun... bloody fuck.. i pick the worst days to not come to sch...

anyway today is cognitive processes... guess wat boys and girls..
the problem statement is "The truth - Is it out there?"
holy shit... damn sage-y topic... ?*sigh* so hard to answer this... but we'll try our best right girls!!!
GIRL POWER!!! woohoo...
we hav to each pick a cartoon charater to suit each of us... hahahaha fun!

friday night 5pm-9pm rockclimbing IG hahaha
went wif keegan.. then made some new frens..
was sitting down at the right of the rockwall waiting or our turn to climb then there was 2 malay guys to our right and me and keegan were like "eh go say hi uh.." "no YOU say hi to them" and we went on and on and on.. until i think one of them heard us n he turned towards keegan and said "eh hi.. wats ur name?"
and keegan was like "huh? oh uh hi. im keegan" he turn back to me n we laughed hahaaha

oh and abg azri was there too.. didnt noe he was in rockclimbing hahaha...
lots of funny moments sia..
me keegan "faci" and nicholas was at the 2nd from the right rockwall keegan tried the other rockwall n faile at the 2nd panel.. then faci bet nocholas that he wont reach the 2nd panel of the blue tiled rockwall (its relly tough.. theres only one tile on the 2nd panel) so nicholas went for it.. n failed after 3 tries then faci gt up and said "i'll show u guys how to do it" and we all laughed.. zul was belayer anyway hahaha.. faci faile dtoo then zul said "k.. let me show u how ur supposed to climb this section" and then he fell off the 2nd panel too!!! ahaha funny sia... then i said "ok my turn!" then zul was like "cheyy..."
hahaha i did get onto the 2nd panel... but relly hard to hang on sia... i fell off 2 times but at least i did get onto the 2nd panel... ahahahha

then was queuing for attendance taking.. keegan was holding my place in line for bouldering.. then i say zul talking to two girls sitting on the floor... heard one of them laughed and tot "y does tt sound familiar?" then i looked uh.. it was shirin and shahidah! hahaha i said to zul uh "eh zul.. dun flirt wif my fren uh *insert teasing grin*" hahaha then zul was like panicked and said "huh?? hus ur fren?" then i pointed to them n said "they're my frens" then shirin and shahidah saw me n ran screaming at me "omg!! shah!! i dind tknow you were here!!" hahaha
then they join us.. climb for fun... hahaha taught shirin and shahidah where to step n hold n move blablabla. hahaha

then afterwards we all ciaoed.. keegan bought root beer.. n i ask him pay for mine also hahaha.. we all walked to cwp... wif me n keegan swigging like as if the bottles had beer rather than root beer haha... talked crap and stuff

then ytd went to gym wif izza and ayu... worked out for over an hr... then we went yishun safra wif our mcdonald breakfasts. ate then played 3 games of pool... then we went to wld.. me n ayu went swimming while izza went home then after swimming ayu came my house and we lepaked.. hahaha

tts abt it for this posts... buaix

havent update since last week hahaha....

yesterday my daddy woke me up at 7.30am n force me go wif my mom, cik mansor and cik almah to malaysia... sheesh...
went to johorebahru for breakfast... then we went to malacca... gaahhhh wat a looong drive to malacca... i slept most of the time... n read my book too... hahaha
went sighseeing like other tourists and shopping... i bought a kungfu styled top.. hahaha i'll wear it next week lol...

then we went to muar, tangkak.... my mom bought material for curtains n we looked for material to make our baju kurungs for this yr hari raya... i wanted that green chinese silk... damn nice.... but my mom say she couldnt get the bargained price so she wont buy... (she wanted th eorange chinese silk, same design as me just diff colour) the lowest price we got was RM130 for two sets.. hmmph... we didnt findany other nice ones after that.. hmmm

i bought new sports shoes... my puma ones are in relly bad shape hhahaha... too much soccer for it to handle lol! hmm my new sports shoes are white grey and red.. and im wearing it now as a matter of fact lol... i look weird... white and red tee wif the MTV PUNK'D logo in front n black bermudas.. haaha

doesnt matter... im wearing it so tt tmr it'll feel more "broken in" for my gym session tmr morning... hahahah
im in class at the moment... hate the enterprise faci... so freaking lame... she kept saying we pronounced "career" wrongly just now... but she also pronounce wrongly... i dun bother to correct her pronounciations anymore... it falls on deaf ears and stiff tongue... hahahah




intended for two very special people:

thanks for listening to me last night... i think you noe how i feel bout it.. and i thank you for your kind words and advice but i believe i shall keep this to myself for the moment and away from my family members... n yes i still love my father no matter what has happened.. i know you two find it hard ot believe that i don't despise him.. i guess i feel tt he has his own rights and its not my place to confront him... i guess im just not a confronting kind of person *shrugs*